Lost

I felt something weird

I felt as tomorrow may no longer be

I felt my days pass away in vain

I felt something was waiting me

I felt like being in a dark room

I felt empty

Everyday I cried a lot

What's wrong with me?

My heart restless and uneasy

Someone came and said,"Dengan mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenang."

After solah, I seek the guidance of Allah. 

Ask for forgiveness of sins. 

Merayu agar setiap kata-kata diterimaNya. However, empty.

Cahaya terang hilang, yang datang menerpa gelap gelita. 

Jika ditanya apabila kita menghilang dan jauhi diri dari orang bermakna orang juga turut pergi dari kita, jawapannya sudah pasti orang akan turut pergi meninggalkan kita dan hanya yang setia sahaja akan menunggu.

Ini yang dirasakan. 

Menghilang dari pandangan. 

Jauhi dari orang. 

Bukan bermakna pergi selamanya 

tetapi mencari damai yang hilang. 

I know who I am

I'm not perfect like angle

I'm not a girl who is always right

I'm not a religious person

I'm also not a good woman

but try to be the best among the best

I realized that life is only temporary and doesn't last long.

I realized my assets is only temporary and doesn't last long

I realized my family and relatives is only temporary and doesn't last long

I realized who love and to love is not enternal

everything belongs to Allah

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